today i had this thought. and such thought was implanted following a series of dissatisfaction that i'm too embarrass to say it out loud for the public to know. i began to reflect on the good old days where writing is one of the ways that i use to channel my thoughts. an expression.... words that i'm too afraid to vocal... to be audienced by people i never met. sharing experiences... things that i'm passionate about, things that i thought were interesting and will be of benefit if it can be documented for others to read. that was the initial intention. a true feeling of wanting to convey messages in the form of a black ink that can be generously passed to others.... for people who matters, for those who care enough to allocate a fragment of their precious time to read. and for those who don't care, those who act as if they have no interest & not to forget the silent readers. that was then...
then something happened.
the readership began to increased and before i knew it, i began to get conscious about who was reading me & what they thought. statistics only aroused the curiosity further. it threw up all kind of data citing from my social circle to a complete stranger. a friend of a friend maybe.. i don't know. and starting from there, it feels a little awkward posting about my life, the things that i do, the things that i am fond of and all of these are readily available for the public to view. i felt like an open book... so transparent for other people to read. and the thing about blog is that all of those who read u, decide that they know u just on the basis of a few random thoughts that u've posted when u have nothing better to do. when strangers do that, it can get quite annoying. they are making judgments. and often enough, the conclusion is derived from something so superficial, observation that remains on the surface. they don't dig deep. they never do...
TBC
-ilman aiman-
then something happened.
the readership began to increased and before i knew it, i began to get conscious about who was reading me & what they thought. statistics only aroused the curiosity further. it threw up all kind of data citing from my social circle to a complete stranger. a friend of a friend maybe.. i don't know. and starting from there, it feels a little awkward posting about my life, the things that i do, the things that i am fond of and all of these are readily available for the public to view. i felt like an open book... so transparent for other people to read. and the thing about blog is that all of those who read u, decide that they know u just on the basis of a few random thoughts that u've posted when u have nothing better to do. when strangers do that, it can get quite annoying. they are making judgments. and often enough, the conclusion is derived from something so superficial, observation that remains on the surface. they don't dig deep. they never do...
TBC
-ilman aiman-
11 kritikus:
haish..lama kutunggu akhirnya muncul jua..haha
ala... hahah, kugagahi juga utk tulis biarpun tgh mengantuk giler..
u know what, im doing this for us. just us five.
We started off this blog to cherish what one year of us have left. and i hope itll be us five till the end jugak.
the hell with the numbers. who cares. do it for urself.
this is like a marriage. its not gonna be easy. ada ups and down. but with determination, faith and commitment, it'll last.
glad ure onboard. welcome back.
ps: theoryku- keeping a blog is like keeping a marriage alive.
for the simple pleasures of writing!!
hahaha aiman.teruskan menulis! aku suka membaca. nanti aku kritik dgn kritis.
well yes.. sharing experiences, opinions, thoughts and ideas.. for sure, we can't please every single person in this world.. but we can please diri kita sendiri.. mulut manusia, mmg susah nk tutup.. but that's the risk of the cyber world..
n i do agree dgn izad.. this blog is for us specifically.. that's why the url is 75summerstown.. is not strangers.com.. (ape aku ngarut ni daaa..)
but your analogy and theory.. as in like marriage.. is disputable.. yet funny.. izad ni sense of humour above par jgk eh.. kan izad kan??
okie dokie.. chill aiman chill..
owh one more thing.. saje je eh nk tulis from limerick.. x nk tulis from cork.. nur limerick lg bersinar2 eh??
oi, i wasnt trying to be funny.
tapi..
yg penting __x__ handsome.
(fill in the blank, unless u are "shooting" blanks!)
that's why... a marriage. lmao!! but i think at the end of the day (ye izad.. i know), what matters most is that we have fun.
and why i write in limerick..? aku pun x tau kenape... ngee.=D, maybe sbb kat limerick ade ruth H + andrea.. hahah
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...
sweet la anda2 ini semua....
kalo x kitorang haizum, saper lagi yg nak meriahkan blog ni... aku serik dgn strangers!!
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