When I grow up.. I wannabe a Dr.

so what happens when one of your posts catches fire and a bunch of people u've never seen before coming flying in to read it? well again, obviously some of those people are smarter than others. and some are not. the dumb ones leave dumb comments. wait... i know what ur gonna say... yes, it's true that the smart ones leave smart comments, so it sort of balances off, doesn't it? well.. not for me, no. u see, the crowd who visits and comments here regularly already is smart. their comments are sharp, enjoyable and sometimes pretty darn funny. i enjoy those people. but when a boatload of new folks stop in and a few of them drop off inane and truly dumb comments, it feels almost like uninvited guests at a party. who wants these jerks? i don't.

and i'm not talking about criticism. because, i know the difference between constructive criticism from.. let say, intentional, blatantly, impolite comments. when u go up to someone & throw on verbal insults, and then go hiding behind the bushes, what does that reflect upon u? yes u? a coward who leaves dumb comments & hides behind anonymity. yup, that' what u are. and as united as we are already, the only thing that u may have succeeded is making us realize that we're here to stay. we won't change our flavour & our personal contribution to the blog just for the sake of making u happy. and yeah... ur a hater. and people don't get haters unless their huge!! so, if ur a smart person, i think u won't have any difficulties working out the rest of the equation don't u? or should i make it more obvious.. dumb a@@

-ilman aiman-

it takes just a quick glance.. maybe a couple of seconds or so for someone to evaluate u forming an initial judgment. largely based on how u represent urself, first impression is all about the right appearance, the body language or gestures that u make in between conversations, the demeanour, the mannerism & not to forget the attire that u put on ur back during the meeting. often enough, when someone has already formulate an opinion about u, then it can be very difficult to reverse or undo their judgment making those first encounters extremely important, for they set the tone for all the relationships that follows.

subjective as it is, but some people can effortlessly give a flawless first impression. they may not be the smartest bunch, they may not be the coolest crowd to hang out with, heck they may even wear a simple plain T pagoda, with a matching boxer shorts.. but what they have that we lack is the aura . so what is actually an "aura". we've heard it being mentioned numerous times before.. but what does it mean? how can i get an aura? does it matter that much? well, to kick of things, aura is the area around u, that u create by what u wear, how u act, how u look and all of them complement the atmosphere that u are, given the particular time & space. it all goes together to make one good impression. u could wear a very expensive suit, but if u stand slumped over with ur head down, u won't give a confident aura... as simple as that.

so, my advice is, no matter the circumstances, just try to be comfortable with ur own skin, try not to overdo it because everybody hates poser!! and lastly, u can't force everybody to like u, so don't go all ballistic if the feedback isn't favourable.

-ilman aiman-

p.s: yg kata my writing is nonsense & too philosophical tu.. ko baca jugak kan, u just keep coming back for more, can't keep ur ithcy hands off our blog is it? i bet u keep on refreshing the page. spot on babeh. heheh

I LOVE Paediatrics!!

well
the dark side of music?
do i really have to tell u guys?
naa
(xde mood)


talking about competition
frankly, im not a competitive person
but u need competition or some kind of it to learn about/improve yourself
i love seeing people compete with each other
and i would say " hell no..i dont want to get involved"
be it academically or any other areas
but i'll make sure at the end of the day, i get what i really want
so to my competitors out there...
thank you

p/s: so sape 'out there' yang rasa diri dia kompetitif, teruskan usaha anda.

-ameen-

• Kasihan dunia.
• Semakin ramai manusia yang berlagak rasul. Menghakimi orang dari luaran, dari tulisan, dari sekelumit kecil yang mereka tahu.
• Rasul pun tidak begitu.
• Ramai juga yang berlagak Tuhan. Menjatuh hukum dan yakin betul. Perempuan itu tidak bertudung, dia pasti gatal. Lelaki itu solatnya tidak nampak, dia pasti ke neraka. Budak itu merokok, dia pasti jahat.
• Besarnya kuasa kita ya. Agaknya kalau semudah inilah merumus manusia, apa perlunya Tuhan? Kau pun boleh buat kan?
• Perempuan juga semakin murah. Yang cantik (semata-mata) mendapat lesen untuk berbuat apa saja dan berkata apa saja. Bodoh-bodoh begitu kerana mereka cantik. Pandangan stereotaip telah memberi lesen besar pada golongan ini. Ramai yang berebut mahu jadi cantik, tidak ramai pula yang berebut mahu jadi cerdik. Hasilnya? Terwujudlah selambak si-comel-jelita-otak-sifar, bersepah-sepah seperti botol kosong di pasar. Tak ada apa yang nak dijakunkan.
• Melainkan kau duduk bawah tempurung.
• Perempuan yang punya akal dan hati boleh dikira dengan jari. Dan bila mereka ini kurang cantik pada pandangan stereotaip tadi, mereka terus jadi... ghaib.Kecantikan dalaman cuma terlihat oleh mata hati. Kecantikan luaran terlihat oleh mata kepala dan mata celah kangkang. Itu majoriti.
• Kasihan manusia. Pandai bikin sejuta jenis berlian, tapi belum mampu membeza kaca dengan intan. Teknologi bukan main tinggi, tapi fikiran paras buku lali.
• Kau memang malas baca buku kan?
• Kau lihat muka depannya saja.
• Kau ingat kalau aku ceraikan isi buku dengan kulit luarnya, dan aku jual, mana yang lebih mahal?
• Kau nak beli kulit?
• Tolol.

it is nice to be appreciated.. it is great that your achievement does not go unnoticed.. sweet..

as much as you would like others to lift you up, do the same.. congratulate your friends for their accomplishment.. praise them for their success.. honor their noble act..

nothing wrong to enjoy being in the limelight.. treasure your own moment after all the sweats and hardwork.. the least you can do is to put a lengthy smile on your face.. and not to forget the Almighty..

and just to share one of my favourite quotes.. a tagline taken from "the replacements" - "pain heals.. chicks dig scars.. glory last forever!!".. it really feels good.. i'm loving it..

maestronine
thu nov 20th 2008 2350

p/s thanks a million ppmc for the award =D *wink*

Ouch. Pedih.

Mars VS Venus? Ke Mars AND Venus?

P/s: Shahied is in Limerick.

Aku suka musik.. aku tau ramai orang suka musik
Musik ialah seni. Irama yg cun memang menenangkan.
Alunan musik indah mmg mengasyikkan..masyuk..
Bagi aku la, bunyi ombak kt persisiran pantai ialah lagu yg aku paling suka
Aku bole lepak 2 jam tepi pantai tanpa buat apa2… rilek mendengar alunan asli ciptaan Tuhan yang Maha Agung..takde tandingan. Kalah siti nurhaliza.
Aku bole lepak 15 minit usya River Lee kat town (masa air cetek/cuaca indah la) sambil dengar deruman deras airnya yg agak jernih sambil tunggu bas no 10 lepas rotation kat SI.. memang hilang tensen utk haritu.

Aku suka dengan bunyi.. aku boleh appreciate bunyi yang berkualiti. I get this from my father. Ayah aku suka dengan bunyi. Everywhere in the house...setiap bilik, in each of the car…akan ada amplifier bersama subwoofer and great quality speakers… if combined with great instrumental musik.. pergh. Kat bilik aku sekarang ade 2 big speakers with an amp. Aku tau takda keperluan pun beli tapi apsal aku beli aku pon taktau! Mungkin the urge untuk dengar quality sounds agak kuat. Mase bapak aku muda2 dulu, atuk aku ada piring hitam.. mereka berdua mmg suka dgr piring hitam. Well mase aku form 2 camtu, bapak aku ade beli pemain piring hitam.. pergh..bunyi mmg mantap. Tak main la hi-fi.

Itulah aku dan musik. Aku dan bunyi-bunyian. Kalau aku dengar apa2 musik, aku tak dapat appreciate lirik musik.. tapi if lirik sesampah manapun tapi alunan musiknya mengasikkan, aku akan tangkap leleh tak pasal2.

Theres also the dark side of music, we all know that. But do we?

Tbc….

it can be frustrating and emasculating.... depressing and tiring as well. but more importantly, it can be baffling. u know who u are and what ur capable of. u know ur normal, and have as much to offer the world as the next person standing next to u. but sometimes others don't see it that way. and standing at 5'7 will not do much if u live in this part of the world. and of course back home, u blend well with the people and most of them will average about ur height. but when u walk into a room full of people and rubbing shoulders with people who are blessed with good height, then that feeling is completely gone. u feel tiny... that sometimes u have to chin up & stand on ur toes just to get a decent picture with them. and still they tower u that much!! i must admit, in times like this, how i wish that i could cut a few inches from their lenghty legs and add them to mine!!!

but surely, when i come to my senses, i won't say this is unfair because variation happens, and such thing is that either ur born with it, or u don't have it at all. tough luck isn't it not? and don't get me wrong. i don't hate tall people. i just envy them. because in this life, as far as i see it, having those extra inches matters a lot. and some may be blindly unaware of this fact but in certain areas, being tall is an advantage. an having said that, as much as i wish i could be taller, i know at this stage, nothing much could be done. so, i have to work with what i've got. and in all honesty, i like tall people. i fancy tall women. but ...i still despise being photographed with one, because despite being genetically tall, they have the ultimate accesories that could flaunt up their lenghty legs by dorning it up with some manolos or a choo (if they can afford it that is =D).

have you ever encounter a moment in life where you're having doubts?? have you ever ask yourself, can i do better?? can i be a better human being?? i bet everyone does.. at least once at any stage of our life.. and in denial as some of us may appear, but inevitably the answer is a straightforward yes..

unquestionably, we are the best creatures on earth.. we have been furnished with a brain to think, to decide what is good and what is not good.. so we should utilise this precious gift and work to our best ability and maximum potential.. we should be aiming to be a better man day by day.. "jadikanlah hari ini lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya.."

as the adage "life is a journey, not a destination", we won't really reach the peak.. don't fall into the trap of one-time success or achievement.. never ever have the feelings of complacency.. we should be seeking to achieve more and more glory..

the challenge is you won't really know what is your maximum potential.. and the trick is to keep going..

maestronine
thu nov 13th2008 1915

p/s
1. all the best everyone!! we are nearly there..
2. see you soon!!

This week is my last week doing Obstetrics and Gynaegology rotation.

Salam.

Jom sembang psl ‘hubungan 2 hala’

Ok..katakan.. aku ni supporter PAS..katakan lah..
And if PAS pegang federal.. pastu buat polisi yang menguntungkan org islam (muslim secara general ) dunia&akhirat.. aku sure happy punye.. ye tak? Sure aku akan gain something tak kisah la physical/emotional.

Katakan kalau salah sorang ahli keluarga kita meninggal dunia..sure sedih..(logic la kan).

Ok..

Kalau man utd kalah (baru2 ni kalah 2-1), man utd die-hard fans sure tensen tak senang duduk..ok tukar team pulak..chelsea kalah European cup final last year sure die hard fans Chelsea meraung2 kesedihan lepas tu.

Or.. contoh lain...penyanyi dlm 'x factor' terkeluar..or salah sorang peserta survivor tersingkir akibat tak pandai buat pencaturan yg mantap untuk survive… sure die hard fans derang tensen giler babs, kecewa, sedih..

Sume ni contoh je..entah betul entah tidak.

The point here is manusia mmg pelik. Aku penyokong Liverpool FC. Kalau Liverpool kalah aku akan rasa kecewa dan tensen.. apa hal ni? What the tuuuut!?? Biar ar kalah bukan kacau hidup aku pun apa pasal aku nk kecewa..tak gitu? Liverpool tak kisah pon kalau aku fail medicine!

Kalau penyanyi favorite dalam x factor keluar..apsal nk tensen2 sampai hilang mood nk studi? Penyanyi tu tak kenal pon korang! Pi mamp** la sama depa…tak gitu? Ke tak kisah? Penyanyi tu bukan akan dtg bilik korang sambil cakap ‘lepak ar beb.. jgn sedih..nanti aku blanja cendol’.

contoh kt atas skali tu mmg berbeza.. contoh..katakanlah.. kalau PAS tak pgg federal.. sure ade la bbrapa Islamic law yg x dpt dilaksanakan.. and aku patut rasa kecewa kt situ. Kan? Yup ini melibatkan hidup…dan mati..

I can’t help me self. Can u?

Aku rasa ni tektik2 org yg nk kita berpaling tadah dari buat something yg betul2 useful&meaningful to our lives. And they do succeed to a certain degree.

-idea cetusan mael tahun lepas. Kudos to him-

just want to share something with my housemates and other readers.. this saying is actually taken from a must-read and highly recommended motivational book - the magic of thinking big by david schwartz.. during my interviews in younger days, i was so obsessed with this maxim (+ a few more).. i would try very hard to utter the phrase.. i would find ways to eventually bring up a topic related to it..

"pay twice as much and buy half as many"

in my opinion, this saying put an emphasis on quality rather than quantity.. and with regard to the quality, i always ask myself, what is my productivity rate for today etc2.. what i mean by productivity rate is, is my action worth the time and money spent.. banyak lagi boleh elaborate ni.. takut panjang sangat, bosan.. + malas nak mengerah keringat minda..

and if to take the phrase literally, i think it can be applied in our shopping activities.. dari beli benda banyak2, baik spend beli benda yang mahal sikit yang pakai pun sedap.. puas pun puas.. and selalunya barang mahal ni tahan lebih lama.. jgn sebab murah, kita sapu semua.. but then, bear in mind, stuffs that are expensive does not necessary mean high in quality.. although it almost always does.. so fikir2 kan lah.. especially bila musim membeli belah menyerang dengan hebatnya..

maestronine
thu nov6th2008 2110

Salam

hari ni aku nk borak psl gejala2 kt mesia ngan korang
secara spesifiknye pasal gejala sosial
bukan apa..td borak2 dgn amy (pronounced ‘aimi’) kt spital psl isu nih
lain org, lain pandangan so ni pandangan cetek aku..

korang rasa msia ni gejala sosial die semakin baik ke buruk?
Well aku personally rasa semakin buruk!
Dari pengalaman aku, sesetengah org mmg perangai cam sampah

Cth 1
mcm kt umah aku kt taman tun, tempat punye la hangar bingar (umah depn lebuhraya ldp), tapi jiran aku siap bley kene rompak mase tengahari beb!
Cth 2
Orang melayu (hmm muslim) minum arak dgn slumbernye… apatah lagi kalau kawan sendri minum dpn2.
Cth 3
Mak aku penah hampir kene ragut handbag dpn umah. Cilakak tol la mamat naik motosikal tu.
Cth 4
Dr Faisal’s (abe) punye sedare kene rompak lepas kuar dari keter dpn umah die.siot je..

Blom lagi dgr kisah aimi (pronounced ‘amy’) kt kemaman.. perangai orang kampungnya
Inipun aku tak ckp pasal berita2 dlm suratkhabar yg menyayat hati.sob3

Mungkin dari segi kesedaran politik ada sedikit perubahan positif..sedikit je..

Apa nk jadi? Tekanan hidup/ekonomi? Sistem pendidikan yg sampah? Pemimpin korup? Polis tidur?

Yg penting…salah siapa? Ke bende ni korang nampak ‘biase’ je?

Serius aku risau

I for one believe that America is a very influential country that than shape the future of the world. It can either choose to go with the rest of the entire world or against it.

"When we started out we had no money, we were nowhere, we were nothing.

"We never dreamt of getting to Formula One but we are now here, top of the world.

"The reality is it can be done. Hard work, dedication, respect to family, respect to all people. Fantastic."

Anthony Hamilton, Lewis's father -bbc sport-

p/s: sory izad aku nyebok slot isnin ko tapi aku terinspire skjap

I love to cook (eventho not an expert)

enak dimakan bersama nasik

ayam bakar

tukang2 makan+ameen kt blakang aiman

In the end, its all up to YOU if  you want to be successful.